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Beauty.
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BEAUTY.
Fond lover of the Ideal Fair, 
My soul, eluded everywhere, 
Is lapsed into a sweet despair. 
Perpetual pilgrim, seeking ever, 
Baffled, enamored, finding never; 
Each morn the cheerful chase renewing, 
Misled, bewildered, still pursuing; 
Not all my lavished years have bought 
One steadfast smile from her I sought, 
But sidelong glances, glimpsing light, 
A something far too fine for sight, 
Veiled voices, far off thridding strains, 
And precious agonies and pains: 
Not love, but only love's dear wound 
And exquisite unrest I found. 
At early morn I saw her pass 
The lone lake's blurred and quivering glass; 
Her trailing veil of amber mist 
The unbending beaded clover kissed; 
And straight I hasted to waylay 
Her coming by the willowy way;—
But, swift companion of the Dawn, 
She left her footprints on the lawn, 
And, in arriving, she was gone. 
Alert I ranged the winding shore;
Her luminous presence flashed before; 
The wild-rose and the daisies wet 
From her light touch were trembling yet;
Faint smiled the conscious violet; 
Each bush and brier and rock betrayed 
Some tender sign her parting made; 
And when far on her flight I tracked 
To where the thunderous cataract 
O'er walls of foamy ledges broke, 
She vanished in the vapory smoke. 
To-night I pace this pallid floor, 
The sparkling waves curl up the shore, 
The August moon is flushed and full; 
The soft, low winds, the liquid lull, 
The whited, silent, misty realm, 
The wan-blue heaven, each ghostly elm, 
All these, her ministers, conspire 
To fill my bosom with the fire 
And sweet delirium of desire.